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Monday, December 15, 2008

♥ i'm stressed

Yes. You've read it right. I'm so stressed for the coming preliminary exams. And i really got hard on drug calculations. Gosh! it's soo damn hard. I don't know how to work with the D/S x Q thing as well as the IV fluid calculations, drop factor, flow rate, errr. Hahahaha.
Anyways, we are planning to go back to our hometown (Isabel, Leyte) this coming Christmas vacation and obviously, we'll be spending the holiday cheers there. Am soo happy to hear that because i really wanna see my childhood friends and spend some time with them. It's been 2 years now that i haven't seen them even if we're on the same place to study. That's why i really miss them this much.
Wish me luck for our exam. xOxO

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Friday, December 12, 2008

♥ Xmas Pt


Yes. we had our christmas party yesterday. Twas held at Paseo Arcenas. And again, we're disappointed (for the seond time). When i arrived at the venue, i really can't believe that am on the right place. There are lots of people around, i wonder if they're still my schoolmates or what. And poof, i've seen people just wearing ordinary clothes like their home clothes. And i realized that they were those who are living near the area. Whoo. Too bad. And also the band who were performing for us. They were soo hard core. I can't relate to their songs. They have these noisy and ear-bashing voices! Ooooh, we're really not enjoying the party. But the best thing happened when we left there. We went to Mango to eat our dinner at Sunburst. Can't you believe it? we ate at a some kinda expensive restaurant. haha. And also we planned to have a "Girl's-night-out" thing. hihi.
After our dinner, we went to Au2shop. That was my very first time to enter a club,bar, errr. Whatever. And also my first time to drink a tequila. Gail taught me how to do those sucking lemon thing and the salt. hihi. And after how many shots, we danced on the danced floor. I can't imagine how my serious & conservative classmates went inside and danced like no one have seen them. I mean, they were like a bird that night, flying freely. hihihi.
And then on the danced floor, there were lots of people, girls, boys, gays. I saw some the girls are wasted, dancing while holding a bottle of beer. That was so gross. And the boys are holding and touching their body, kissing, romancing. Oh no. No doubt where will they go after that. hahaha. And there's this guy who danced with Gail. But as a "newbie" in this club, she was struck because the guy is starting to touch her butt. hihihi. So we sat down and took a rest for a while. But nikki is getting mad at me. Oh, what did i do? hahaha. He don't want me to dance with those guys up there because according to him, "Lain kaau tan.awn". hahaha. But i didn't listen to him. Idc. So then, we danced again and that guy who danced with gail a while ago was still there. And so, we danced, no touching. Hahaha. But nikki really got mad. He was asking me to go down. So i sat and not smiling anymore. I really hate him. That was my first time and i want to enjoy my presence there. But he's kinda kill-joy. He's getting into my nerves until i can't stop myself from getting out and going home. So i went home all by myself about 11pm. Ate chit followed me but i ignored her. When i arrived in the house, i cried soo hard, to the point that my eyes are "hubag" nah. hahaha.
I really can't forget that day. I was soo upset.
MORAL LESSON: Don't bring your boyfriends when you hang out in places like that. For sure, you won't enjoy his company. hahahaha. =)

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Friday, December 5, 2008

♥ my first injection

today, December 05, 2008, was my first injection! we had our return demonstration on medication and part of it is administering medication through parenteral roue. First i'm soo soo scared and nervous because I'm afraid I might do wrong. But when it's my turn now, I'm happy coz my hands aren't shaking and I did a good job! First we had an intradermal injection on the lower arm and second is the intramuscular on the ventrogluteal site. Wow! it really hurts most especially the skin test! I never thought it would be that painful when the medication was being pushed! I almost cried nga ehh.. hahaha! but i just stopped my emotions coz my classmates are watching and I'm shy.. hahaha! and now, I'm ready to perform injection on our RLE this coming Jan.5.. It would be my first day of duty at Vicente Gullas Hospital.. but i know we would just be doing the basics like taking the vital signs,etc. But still, I'm soo excited to wear our duty uniform! weeee!

But for today, i'm proud and happy of myself because I did it! I conquered my fears in injection! hihihi! thank God! =)

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